woooah, it's been foreva since i posted a new journal on here 0,o
one thing is i was waiting for this editing thing to fix itself -,-00 it kept being a pain and wouldn't even let me go to it to try and change my profile. now all i can't do is change my fav/profile pic/stuff like that. not too bad...i can live with that.
resently finished watching Loveless....oh....my GOD, i loved it!! i'm almost tempted to do fan art ^^00 the only reason i don't like doing it is because i always draw my characters a million times better.....and my characters are more fun to torment...
work's been tiring....as usual. i really haven't had the time to draw like i should because of it....need to buy manga paper. i have so many people at my job who ask when i'm gonna get around to make my manga ( even though half don't know what it is, they say 'book' yet mean the same thing ) it's kinda funny. i might sell some stuff AZ08. take a break from last year to get things together. i'm so slow -,-00
anywho, just wanted to post something different for a change. thanks to anyone who reads this ( and all who actually fav/comment/watch me )
i'm actually back ( for now )
-Ruka

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

"How To Save A Life" By The Fray